从明天起,做个幸福的人,种花,唱歌,周游世界。

有人对我说毕业后想去芬兰做独立音乐，放弃丰厚的家业当个流浪歌手，木吉他不离身地边走边谈唱；有人对我说准备组个乐队，在繁忙工作之余为心灵找个栖息之地；竟还有人对我说准备出张Demo专辑，我还能参与其中飙吟一些忘我的旋律...我放声赞同这些似乎难以实现的美好计划，大声疾呼它们的可实现度是多么的突兀，为了表达严重支持的态度，表情还夹杂着对残酷现实表现出的不屑一顾；睡梦中我都曾梦到自己高举那什么主义伟大旗帜高喊：“It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything... ”然后在激奋中醒来。
once，只有一次，放弃一切地去追吧。
像夸父那样。

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

写此标题已严重违背主流价值观,但我也一直严重努力地试图违背主流价值观活在当下憧憬未来。今天是姐姐的生日,希望进入社会已经多年的姐姐,不要被纷繁凌乱花里胡哨的表面吞噬了理想。
有一种快乐是心中不断有信仰。
20号又要去学校了,强大的工作学习将再次席卷而来,我珍惜在唾骂混乱生活的间隙中偶尔赢得的细小休憩,很奇怪的,那时的我才最快乐,有种偷着乐的滋味。
春假休息了七天还真觉得自己成废人了...
结尾再次高喊珍珍加油!姐姐生日快乐！随后摔闭书房门扬长而去直至厨房冰箱。是时候觅食了...- -